An addiction I can't deny

31 October 2006

stupid stupid irritating thing, blogged on 29 oct, but the darn thing had continuous errors, so it's just up today. heh.

yesterday had part one of pre-camp training. gosh, it was boring, but at least it wasn't horrid. watched 'it started with a kiss'. like oh man, the show is chao nice la! but yet at times, it makes you wonder. are there girls that desperate? would some girl really go all out and cry and whine over some guy who doesn't give two hoots about her? it's sheer embarrassment la, but at least she does get the guy in the end? lol.

chinese was sooo boring today. was practically asleep throughout half of mr wong's lesson. and it was partly due to the fact that we had to do 24 questions on compre mcq, and you know the new style of questions. one small paragraph a few questions kind. it bored me to death la. so i went for leadership pre-camp stony. ms lee said i looked blur. -.- was walking around with dorcas during lunch, walked past the HOD room. and oh gosh, we heard huge huge bursts of laughter, it's scary really. and mr francis knows my name, i better watch what i do man. :/ i think we sorta screwed up our powerpoint presentation, but luckily we didn't manage to present la. and jojo's damn lame la. i don't know, but she's just so funnyy! haha.

i have a tendency of judging people before i know them personally, and that's a flaw i know i have to change. (:

i'm missing the world cup again la. dad reminded me on sunday on how much i actually loved soccer (during that time). he says it's educational because i now know what germany's flag looks like. haha. i do miss soccer la. EPL! if only i had the sports channels, or it'll show on channel 5. ):

saw this on the news last night, so totally true man!
"you eat with your eyes first, and taste later."

shall go bathe, watch princess hours and continue with 'it started with a kiss'. like oh man, the guy that has a crush on xiang qin is chao shuai la, and chao cool too! :DD i swear he looks a wee bit like leehom though. stupid thing wouldn't upload the pics la, but it's okay, i shall go take more! :D

Striker
18:37

29 October 2006

i woke up on time, to an alarm clock. but by the time i bathed and dilly dally-ed, i was late. planned on reaching expo by 1230, but ended up reaching at 1250. met amanda and nicole on the train, met sharon and gang on the train to tm! :D
sigh, i wished you'd say hi. anyways, totally embarrassed myself once again, attracted all the wrong kinds of attention. oh man, like what the hell did i do la. :/
service was pretty cool, not to mention freezing cold too. saw LBPT, a little bit la. today, it was YPT, and he dyed his hair luh. xD no sign of GDD la. ):
heard some guy talking on the way out of mrt station. "there's no degree to sin. big sin, small sin, it's still a sin." somehow, i don't know why, but that had a great impact on me. but well, it is after all, very true.

went IMM for dinner today. man, went into Adidas. omg, i totally want that sling bag la. and i am gonna get it. dad's gonna absorb the rest if it's over $40. whee. gonna buy it asap man!
went daiso after that. bought jellies! yay, i love jellies!

there's school tmr, and the next day, from 8am - 5pm. boy, that sucks, but i'll survive.

Striker
22:35

28 October 2006

oh yes, photos i took yesterday but failed to publish. like haiya, this is the reason why i should go get my very own digicam ma. ): phone cameras aren't exactly of high quality.
and i think i'll skip 'i not stupid' today. i'm not really in the mood. heh.

dark clouds forming, but it didn't rain?

heh, can you see the orange and blue thing? sentosa express! x)

superstar virgo! :D

and the photo that everybody says is disgusting. -.- i like it because there's a heart shape on the bean what. haiyaaa.

Striker
21:14

today was pretty uneventful. mom dragged me out of bed because she wanted to go shopping. after that, came home, and completed watching the remaining 5 VCDs of 'it started with a kiss'. but that's part 1 only, hopefully tmr i can get part 2. gosh, it's like chao nice/irritating/embarrassing. but it's a pretty cool show la, and i dare say it's better than PH, i think. lol. nan zu jiao hao shuai ye!
and oh yes, my whole right arm is aching today. like muscle ache or something, and i'm suspecting the too much game play of air hockey yesterday. haha.

i'm looking forward to tmr, and i have no idea why. but then it's monday, and there's leadership briefing, and that sucks. but let's take it one day at a time. for all you know, monday may never come. okay, i shall shut up.
perhaps tmr, i'll finally get to see the long time missing DD of GDD, and LBPT. although, personally, i know what i want, but i'm too afraid to admit.

changing blog music, kinda sick of Mandy already, but it's still a pretty nice song la. haha.
like oh man, i'm late for I Not Stupid!

say that you love me, say that you care
it started with a kiss

Striker
21:07

27 October 2006

lizhi: haha, hello! linked, and tagged. (:

yingying: haha, on my side of singapore, yes, extremely heavy rain. it was a thunderstorm.

anon not atom :D: firstly, very lame, haha. secondly, who are you?

set alarm for 10am today, but didn't wake up til 1030. i set alarm just to watch 'it started with a kiss' la. mom chased me away yesterday, and i was watching halfway la. so completed one and a half disc. by the time it ended, i thought i still had time. after bathing and everything, waited for the bus super long la. in the end, i was late lor, by fifteen minutes. heh.
then we realised that the sakae buffet thing only starts at 3pm, so we went cheers and breadtalk to get food. walked to vivocity after that! candy empire was like oh-so-crowded. -.- vivomart in search of snapple. we found it alrights, but it was not chilled, and they didn't have straws. but mainly cos it wasn't chilled. walked up to the sky park after that. pretty clear view of sentosa today! (: and superstar virgo, oh-so-majestic! lol. went e-zone! car racing was always packed, and when there was space, we didn't have tokens. ugh, annoying la. air hockey! at least i always call it that, so i think that's what it's called? haha, i don't know. went giordano, bought something. after that, went sakae! like oh-so-cool! we should go again some time, seriously! had in mind the idea of stacking up all the plates and take a picture to show our conquest, but they started clearing before we completed. ): and oh man, i oh-so-love love love the strawberry smiles! :D walked back to vivo after that, and went back to e-zone. like, -.- right? haha. played more air hockey! that stupid game should be a cca man, i'd join! x) haha, okay, it's not stupid, but it's oh-so-fun la. went home after that. like oh die, totally forgot about PH la. so by the time i reached home i was like 10mins late. ugh, good part gone. ):
don't think i'm gonna continue watching 'it started with a kiss' later, shall watch the new season of Survivor! lol, not a major fan, but it seems oh-so-interesting. heh.

i'm in the oh-so- mood today. haha.
i have an obsession over rainbows?
stupid phone just hung on me.

sometimes i wish you'd stop talking in riddles so that i can understand

Striker
22:33

26 October 2006

and it begins to rain.. i don't like the roars of thunder. it's scary. lightnings are scary too, especially at night.

today was the last day of school! like oh gosh, just like that, and the school year '06 is over. next year, i'm gonna be in 4Anne, like chao freaky can.
was super sleepy during mass, but i couldn't find a comfortable position, lol. OB briefing after that. i don't know la, nobody's going with me. ):
concert was pretty cool. as in, those people from who-knows-where, that segment was rather enjoyable. other that, it was all a drag.
sec threes stayed back for some briefing stuff. great, there's SS holiday homework (due before 27 dec) and there's Amaths mock on 5 jan 07. fail that paper, and you're strongly advised to drop the subject. :/ freaky.
class party. oh i suppose it was pretty okay. i can't imagine la. new SS teacher (rumoured right?), new Chem teacher, new Physics teacher, new form teacher, and who knows new what else. it's horrible. and oh, who would forget report books! got the same average as dolly! xD so we're both same position. and shirley's the same as jocelyn's! it's like, so EFL group partner-ish! lol. no single digit this time round, but i suppose it was close enough. and like everyone would say "you know you can do better!"

the school year's over, and the holidays have already begun. but there's so many school activities that i just dread.
going out tmr! :D
going shopping with mom on saturday!
i realised, my parents have been really nice this year. usually, they wouldn't lemme out of the house so frequently.

omg, chao loud thunder! I'M SCARED.
this is how long i took to write this small chunk. no mood la, and it has already stopped raining la! -.- lightning and thunder come with heavy rain. but it's not raining la!
of course i sidetracked, so half hour or so.

hurr, candy empire!

oh yes, dug up my old diaries last night, to read. and suddenly, a stream of memories instantly flowed back. reminisced of phone calls and online chats and of scheduled meetings that always failed to succeed. those were good times, i wish i could relive those particular moments, when volleyball was still greatly a part of my life. those wer the days of primary six. i've seen the boys now, so much taller, so much older, obviously. reminiscing, i seem to love to do that a lot. but seriously, i miss my old friends. nan hua primary B division '03 jersey #1! x)

there's never a wish better than this

oh wait, it continues to rain again..

Striker
14:58

25 October 2006

the first thing i do when i return to an empty house, is switch on the com. but at least, today, i bathed before continuing with anything else.

i was super duper sleepy this morning la. why do teachers programme talks early in the morning. we had skin care talk today, free samples of some clean&clear product. shall contribute that to my travel kit. haha.
mr francis then came and we had to do some questionnaire thing?
leadership training after that. gosh, sit-down dinner and we've got to wear evening gown or something that's formal la, with pretty shoes and all. omg, so dead. got into smaller groups to brainstorm questions for SHF.
the whole school underwent springcleaning at 1145, for two periods supposedly. clasandra, cizhen, kayshim, dolly, shirley and me voluntarily went to clean mrs fung's homeroom. like, we didn't know la. i swept the floor! :D
was writing this card for mr godberg tan, and mr tan lin how came to meet the physics girls. like oh gosh, he was like, giving his goodbye speech la. i don't know, i suppose i don't want him to leave, cos i don't want some other strange old strict teacher la. he gave us bookmarks, it's like some bittersweet moment la. ): there's like so many teachers leaving (or rumoured to be). like ms dolley tan, mr tan kok wah, mr godberg tan, mr tan lin how. so many tans leaving, haha. i think mrs lim poh ping's coming back la, then she'll take over our class for chem. oh, the horror! :/
played uno during english, mr ng was playing daidee with clasandra, valerie and cizhen la. lol, so unexpected.
supposed to have obs/obm briefing today, but it was postponed til tmr. and mr francis said something about a tshirt? hee!
rc meeting after school, then went pretty smoothly. i like! :D plannings for open house and farewell party plus future trainings. i'm sure it'll go alrights, i'm being optimistic here. maybe it isn't so bad after all. :/

i can't believe tmr's actually the last last LAST day of school already. time flies like whoosh~ class party after school. :D chocolates!
tmr's the collection of report books and what not. seriously, i couldn't give a damn. haha.

my holidays are jam packed, especially the month of november.
i'm seriously craving snapple and lays' salt and vinegar. :/ and i chao chao chao want sakae now.
strangely, i'm totally addicted to She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5 suddenly la.

it started with a kiss
haha, yes, i've got the discs, and i'm gonna go watch. :D

Striker
17:14

24 October 2006

i woke up at 7am thinking i had to go to school. -.- i'm not used to weekday holidays anymore, it's strange. mom woke me up around 11 plus. bathed and went out for lunch. parents dropped me off at tiong bahru and i went to meet jiarong and whosoever at cine. went maestro bistro. joyce, amanda and me shared a cookies and chip. :D stole some stuff from jiarong's seafood platter and ps yo treated us to cheesed nachos. i love the cheese. x)
after that, walked around cine. ink bag? $33.90, do i really want/need it? :/ walked to taka, stopped by zara. and ooh, all the colourful stuff. :D kinokuniya! like oh mans, so tempted to buy the entire set of 'wo de ye man wang fei'. as in, it's in chinese right, so it'll sorta improve it right, so perhaps my mom would buy? lol. but it'll cost like $80+ la, so expensive. tsk!
came home, bathed and then went out for dinner with parents.
completed the stupid research already la. but like, i don't know if it's done correctly? it took me 3 tries to print it correctly la, stupid ink wouldn't flow.

i'm in no mood to type, cos i'm damn sleepy, and damn bored.
apparently, with all the sidetracks and stuff, i've been here for 45 mins.

i don't want to go to school tmr. ): there's stupid stuff like camp preps and stupid stuff, and boring stuff like lessons and nothing to do stuff.

"if only one wish could come true, i'd choose to have you."
yeah, i koped that from somewhere. i choose to disagree. if only one wish could come true, i'd wish to have three more wishes. then by the last wish, i'd wish for more wishes. but of course, to the person who grants my wishes, he'd say it's violation of rules and regulations. OH WHATEVER.

wo mei shen huo

Striker
22:31

23 October 2006

we had lessons today! like omg, we had lessons today! damn killer la. and i read i-weekly like damn slowly. i was reading synopsis for PH, and by the end of one period, i was still at monday's review. like omg.
had leadership briefing. oh man, i'm starting to dread. i have to do research? and there's so many freaking activities la. ):
chinese, is back to banded. and as always, i'm in band 3. the "just pass" people, under mr wong. haha, zhi hui's in the class too! :D

met my mom after school at raffles city. ate subway! booked phantom of the opera tix! :D 25 march 2007, 8pm. walked around and went back to clementi. made specs! like, light blue/grey/silver, so boring. -.- eyesight more or less constant la, haha.

didn't manage to watch PH la. went bukit timah for dinner, and then supermarket. boo, b&j ice cream had offer okay.

my comfort zone of polo tees, jeans and shoes. only occasionally, very very occasionally would you see me in otherwise. and when you do, it's kinda shocking. well yeah, mom wants to buy pretty shoes for me. according to her, the more "ladylike" pairs. i'm fine with my shoes la, but i don't know. :/ being a girl is so girl-ish. i know, what crap right?

meeting at cine tmr with cellgroup, and then doing who knows what. people budget of ten bucks only la. -.-

it was sheer awkwardness

Striker
21:57

22 October 2006

i can't believe i just did that

Striker
22:53

yesterday night, i was damn bored. didn't sleep til 2am la, but i was super bored with nothing to do. then i had all these wasted papers, so i decided to recycle them. i was trying to graffiti (actually just writing) the word 'striker' but i couldn't la, something always went wrong. and i tried so many times, that i nearly forgot how to spell it. like oh gosh la!
ah, pictures!

failure, failure.

i think the words are super cool. ELECTRIC STATIC

strange coloured, shit thing. xD

horribly failed attempt

i forgot to set alarm today! gosh, at least i woke up pretty much on time. yeah, i woke up, set alarm, and went back to sleep. haha.
supposed to meet joyce at 1230, but yeah, late la. but met on the same train to tm, amanda was there too! :D hall 9 for lunch. there's gotta be some reason why i get super high most sundays? it's freaky, annoying, and not to mention, embarrassing. hurr, LBPT! :D although today, it's WBT! but heck, i'm sticking to LBPT.
service was pretty good, to a certain extent. stupid camera flashed past, chao embarrassing yet annoying can. x(
cellgroup after that was alrights. small fish, big fish!
and then took the train home with amanda, kelly, tammy and yongde. bought guava juice from 7-11! like oh man, i love fruit juices, but not fruits. haha, the irony!
out for dinner with mom just now. i think it's fun going out with her. (: she bought i-weekly for me! and it has wang leehom on it! like oh gosh la! okay, i wanted it cos it has leehom. she bought it because she wants it to help my chinese. -.- yeah, she's gonna buy every week, from now on. i think i'm gonna die. someone, help?
and oh man, mom wants me to get back to guitar. says that since you started, you gotta get it right, and get the job done. well, no exams please. phobia since grade one's piano. :/

i wonder what's the class attendance gonna be like tmr.
meeting mom after school, we're going shopping. :D and like, oh man, school uniform. -.-

a step of faith i shall take

Striker
22:15

21 October 2006

haha, yes, my hair after a bath, standing on end. like so not funny, okay. it kinda sucks, big time.

Striker
22:48

jocelyn: all rights, that's awesome man!

woke up at 1.10pm today. lol. i woke up around who knows what time la, because of some strange dream. i was sec four, and mrs fung asked something about who wants to take POA, entitled only to those who's top score for all subjects is Emaths. totally weird, i mean, of all things to dream, it's gotta be mrs fung, maths and POA? she said something about having to drop a subject, and take triple maths instead. personally, it'd be a dream come true. and if i really had to drop, it'd be History, i'm pretty sure.

so whatever. mom woke me up luh, lunched at clementi, and went to visit grandma. came home and watched the remaining two CDs for Lu Guang. these few days, i've barely said two words to my dad luh. today it was going pretty well, until dinner. mom cooked and left for meeting, and she asked me to fry an egg for my dad? -.- he came to the kitchen, and i asked him to fry it himself, and i think now he's pissed at me la. ugh, i was kidding only right. and look at the time, he's asleep already. in fact, he went to bed at 9.45pm. like what the hell? he woke up after 1pm, and he sleeps before 10pm. ugh, i'm annoyed.

whatever, moving on. class chalet! ah, 6D'03 reunion. i don't know if i should go. i want to, yet i don't want to. sigh, all these years, i should have returned back to primary school. then it wouldn't feel so awkward to go back. but my parents and chalets don't click really well, and their dates are not exactly convenient. i don't know man. :/

it's the usual sunday tmr. once again, it's not a routine, every sunday's different in it's own special way. (: i've got a gut feeling that tmr's gonna be really cool. either that, or i'm just trying to be optimistic.

no walls and no boundaries where i can be free
Lady and the Tramp II: Scamp's Adventure

Striker
22:11

20 October 2006

school was BORING, it was depressing and tremendous torture.
change in chem marks, but no change in grade. overall grade still sucks. boo, disappointing man.
we had maths lesson! like omg, we had maths lesson! we did Functions, so yeah, "what is the function of your function?"
mr tan came and he let us watch LOTR 3. like haha, i'm not a big fan, but it was sorta nice. so yeah, i'm now feeling motivated to read book one. after all, i've never gone pass the first chapter. lol.
canteen was surprisingly empty, okay, not really. you know, i counted, today, only 25 people turned up for school from 3A! haha.
bought those paper strips you use to fold stars with from the bookshop. haha, split between dolly and i. and yeah, we folded stars. completed all 80 by the end of school.
assembly was alrights. and they let us off early! like, early early, before school was supposed to officially end. totally rocking man! :DD
so TADA, i managed to reach home before 3pm. x)

planning to bathe and watch lu guang after this. wonder what to have for post lunch, cos i wouldn't really classify it as tea, cos i don't drink tea during tea. ugh, whatever.
fish tycoon is really annoying. all my fish always die, and i'm too lazy to pause the thing.
oh man! i shall download lemonade tycoon! :DDDD

i believe, one day, everything will fit in place like a humongous jigsaw puzzle

Striker
14:58

19 October 2006

jocelyn: haha, addicted to what romantic stuff shit la? is Princess Hours romantic too? wait, it is. :/ hahaha.

so, went out with Kelly yesterday. and haha, i was late luh. that habit seems to be kicking into me. so yeah, dropped by Cine to go purchase movie tix, John Tucker! :D went Far East, lunch at long john and haircut! it seemed totally awesome when we stepped out, with styled hair and all. walked to Heeren, and walked around. and then John Tucker! saw Charmaine, haha. the show's pretty okay. i suppose i expected it to be funnier? haiya, walked here, walked there la. and i totally forgot about PH luh. so i kinda missed half hour of the show, cos i bathed first. and you know what else, my hair after shower was like VOOM, all standing. -.- ugh, not funny.
after PH, switched to Lu Guang VCDs. dinner with parents and more Lu Guang til past midnight. xD

school was alrights today. waxed my hair to school la, cos 1) my hairband broke and 2) my hair's sorta standing at some parts.
i think i'm gonna dread Leadership Camp. it's like, so, ugh. gotta make trips to wherever, and it ain't gonna be that dream camp that you'd expect, all relax and stuff. it's leadership, presentations and all that shit. UGH. oh, i'll be fine.
got back the remainder of results. History, LIKE OMG, damn lousy la, freaking disappointed okay. ): Emaths lifted my spirits. :D then the Science papers came back, both at the same time, i was like, super messed up luh. left leg were my Physics papers, right leg were my Chem. Physics was not bad, surprising really. i actually expected to fail damn badly, i was super scared when they came back luh. :/ Chem was disappointing. stupid paper 3, aka the deadly practical, pulled the whole world down. i hardly heard of any soul that passed that. i'm proud (or maybe not proud) to say that i got 9/30. LOL. so yeah, all the results are back, and they stand as follow. and boo, i got C for languages again. i love B4s, i seem so attracted to them, or whatever.
1 A1, 1 B3, 3 B4, 1 C5, 2 C6.
Ms Lim took over Chem for today. it was pretty fun, to a certain extent. she brought Taboo, and the whole class split into four groups to play! so our group of 9 ended up being the ones with the lowest points, but at least we had fun. richest woman in the world - Oprah Winfrey?? really meh? i had no idea.

- i have a sudden craving for YU PIAN HE FEN! xD -

(i remember i'm supposed to type something here, but i can't remember as yet, so just forget that you ever read this part, cos i doubt it'll.. i remember!)
was supposed to come home and bathe, then either continue with Lu Guang or use com. apparently, i've skipped bathing and used the com. oh, i'll be off soon to bathe and watch Lu Guang. i think.

seriously, i think i have no hair left, except for these few strands of fringe that keep blocking my view. lol.

Striker
15:59

17 October 2006

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i'm dead bored, with absolutely nothing to do.
apparently, my dad's ignoring me, still. and i'm supposed to have dinner with him tmr? man, i thought i was supposed to meet my mom, but he's working morning shift. dang!
i've played the online games, i've explored what i wanted to, i've edited numerous pictures using Picasa once again.
and i've got nothing else to do. it's only day one of two marking days, and boredom's already setting in. wait, hold that thought, it started after exams. oh man, this sucks. -.-
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23:32

shahilia: haha, long time no see. :D

joyce: well, actually, both of us are correct. Yul, or Lu, it's still the same person. you watch YouTube, that's why you use Yul. if you watch Channel U, the subtitles put Lu. and that post, i had to delete, there are eyes looking you know. you sure, this sunday? but there's no cell..

i woke up this morning, thinking it was super late already. only to find out it was 0635. oh gosh, kill me. actually, that's the kind of timing that i usually wake up to every school day. so i suppose, i'm used to it, still, freaky. obviously, i went back to bed. slept til 0945 when alarm rang. but seriously, i didn't get up til 10, when the snooze went off. -.- and of course, by then i realised i was going to be late.
and yes, i was late by 15 mins or so. jiarong lent me Lu Guang! :D
came home and watched 5 discs already.
point to note, when i seem immersed in a tv show, don't ever bug me. my dad did that, and i got annoyed. and he bugged me some more while i was watching Princess Hours. and hence, apparently, now, we're not on speaking terms. -.-
i'm sorry la, but i'm pms-ing too, okay. UGH.

you know what i realised, Lu Guang and Princess Hours have things in common. along with all the other shows. they all have characters that like this girl, but the girl likes another guy, so on and so forth. it's annoying, really.

so cutting hair tmr, movie-ing tmr, shopping tmr.
oh, i don't know. i'm afraid about the haircut part. lets just hope for the best. :/

i give up about the sentiments.
i'm annoyed.

Striker
20:43

16 October 2006

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oh shit la, i'm like totally addicted to Princess Hours on YouTube. already watched some parts of the last episodes, and we're not even halfway through la. 24 episodes only, it's saddening. hm, i'm considering to go buy the box set. but like, waste of money luh. perhaps, the Crown Prince would be better off than the other one who has a mother that's pure evil. and hence, i do conclude, that Crown Prince isn't that bad after all. :D
dammit, i'm like obsessed and addicted. i hate all sorts of drama shows. although, they may be chao nice, but still, in reality, it's a complete waste of time.
and haha, getting Lu Guang tmr, gonna watch the whole day! x)
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21:53

haze was super horrible today, i think it kinda still is. sitting at the bus stop at PSA after school, and i couldn't even see the skyline of the CBD. yeah, way freaky.

school was whatever, i suppose it was pretty alright luh.
got back papers and all.
Elective, Amaths and Chinese.
oh, they were all horrible la. i expected so much more. ): but still, i suppose they're okay.

had tom yam noodles when i came home today. YUM (:
mom bought chicken pie for dinner. hurr!

the boredom's setting in, and i can't take it. :/
meeting jiarong for breakfast tmr, yawn, 1030 at TCT macs.

watching John Tucker Must Die on Wednesday. gosh, it's like a dream come true! i've waited oh too long for that stupid show, and luckily, it's still in cinemas! :DDD i'm not prepared to be disappointed, i'm prepared to laugh till my stomach aches.

strange, but i think Majesty by Planetshakers, is suddenly super nice luh. like, i know it's nice, and i love it, but it's like a sudden obsession kinda thing? lol.
Planetshakers <3

i guess it was all pure wistful thinking :/
i know i'm not ready to let go

Striker
20:43

15 October 2006

clarence: haha, no la, that's a different song, although it's the same title.

once again, i had to drag myself out of bed.
met for lunch, but seriously i didn't eat. just kinda walked around expo with Kelly. it was quite uneventful.
service was pretty cool. :D light blue polo tee! x)
expect the unexpected
celebrated Ps Yo's birthday at the back of hall 9. the mango cake was super fragrant, and super tempting. i held the cake! haha, but like, my hands were freezing, hence they were shivering. so much so you could see the candles wobbling away. gosh.
cellgroup for a while, played silent heart attack, and had cream puffs. and like, omg, i absolutely detest forfeits luh. at least it wasn't going up to somebody. if it's a girl, sure! if it's a guy whom i know, sure! if it's a guy whom i completely don't know, NO THANK YOU. i almost, almost, almost had to go up to LBPT. :/
snacked a bit after cell with Joyce and Kelly. then homed with Kelly.
and the rest is history..

school tmr, boo. getting back AMaths and Lit. so yeah, combined humans would be all back. so in total, it would be 3 subjects back already, 5 more to go. and once again, i'm hoping for the best. okay, so maybe i want the 3 disctinctions. but whatever the results may be, i'm still gonna be thankful for them. besides, i know i've tried my best. okay, not entirely. but it was more effort compared to last term. so yeah, i'm prepared to die for Physics, so you might as well kill me now.

you walked past me, as if i'm completely invisible. and i walked past you as if you're completely invisible. now who's to blame for that, i have a feeling it all started because of me. maybe you do know the truth behind it all?

sometimes you make me wonder
maybe it is the end of what had never started
or we just left it hanging there, high and dry, up in the sky, and we completely forgot about it. but ARE YOU SERIOUS, how could you forget?! i know i haven't, and never will, for you always made my day, with everything you said.
i hate it when the words sometimes rhyme when you don't want them to.

Striker
21:53

14 October 2006

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been doing nothing all day, watching tv, used the computer twice already.
life feels meaningless at this point. i mean like, there's nothing to do. i had always been occupied with studies before exam ended, and now it's like, ......
OMG, THERE'S NOTHING TO DOOO! :/
Phantom of the Opera, it's official. (:
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22:38

OH MAN. it's so boringgg. there's nothing to do. been watching TV non-stop, and it sucks, especially when there's nothing on. duh.
i'm feeling distracted, feeling distant.
so many things scheduled during the holidays, 3 camps and counting. it kinda sucks, to a small extent. BOO.

if you're gone, i'll move on
but it only would have taken two seconds to say
goodbye

i'm seriously loving this song :D
and anything Jonas Bros.
hee ;D

Striker
15:45

13 October 2006

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never ever ever ever leave me alone with the computer. BOO. been online ever since la, my eyes are way strained. yikes, means degrees gonna go up up up.
i was fine, till 7:05
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18:54

interestingly, the moment i reach home, i switch on the com. it's annoying, really.
favourite phrase these few days, 'to a certain extent'. it's annoying, really.

dad picked me up after work, then went to fetch mom from work, and we went Suntec for Sizzler. YUM(: walked around in Carrefour. oh man, i saw all the aunties crowding around this table. and wow, not surprisingly, it was because there was a sale of Korean Dramas. lol. and oh man, i saw the High School Musical DVD, and it's $21.90 only luh. but nah, i don't think i want that. maybe after the HSM2 comes out or something. you know like, buy double together.

so school was, whatever-ish la.
omg, so infuriating. early in the morning, first period, we have a talk, sex ed. WHYY, i'm gonna have nightmares tonight, oh the trauma, all the obscene pictures, oh my eyes, oh the torture.
some CCA briefing thing, i've got 12 points accumulated so far. whatever luh, i felt damn annoyed la.
got back English papers after that. Speech was damn horrible. like hello, i didn't know how to write one, and we've never had experience in it la. but my Essay was good. (: Compre, like omg, i seem to be unable to comprehend these few terms. super horrible la, i failed. but, my Summary was good too. (: so yeah, i passed overall. and it was 1 mark to a higher grade. freaking annoying, but i'll survive. accumulated in 2006, my final final English grade is a C5. BOO! ):
History lesson was nothing, i fear for my SBQ. :/
SS after recess. we got back our paper, although scheduled was on Monday. but it still serves the same purpose right. and like oh man, so freaking annoying once again. i was once again 1 mark away from a higher grade. and this time, it was a freaking distinction. :/ i now need a 36 for Lit to get a distinction for Combined, but that's like totally far from reach, or who knows man. haha, i'm hoping for the best. (: but still, i didn't expect so high for SS, and SBQ was totally rocking, it broke my highest record. :D though SEQ, i expected so much more, great great disappointment. ):
English, went through appers.
Assembly, some hygiene talk. Happy Toilet, something..

going out dinner with mom tonight, means no Princess Hours. ):

i love mirinda orange! :D

Striker
15:38

12 October 2006

did this using Picasa2. like i know, what the hell? haha, i didn't even know i had such a thing in the com. but now i know, and it's super cool. so i suppose it's sort of like Photoshop but the less profound version, doesn't have all those artsy stuff la. unless i've yet to discover.
and like weird, but i'm posting this via Picasa, and not IE. haha, totally rocking man. shall go play with it some more. :D and do more collages perhaps?
so maybe it takes time to develop some sort of skill, but trust me, i'll get there. after all, i do have all the time in the world to do so, now that the exams are over. :D
cannot download Titanic luh. so annoying, some error shit. made me wait so damn long. but haha, maybe shall download MCF then. :DD serves the same purpose what.
Picasa2 is cool, and i don't know what the hell is that. ah, i downloaded Diner Dash 2 though, free trial, 14 mins left only. ):

Striker
16:31

and HURRAH, exams are finally overrr!

Maths 1 was pretty okay. wasn't thinking clearly during some of the sums. stupid mean question, yeah the statistics mean, i couldn't get the freaking answer. it's the second time already, RAHH.
Chem 1 was pretty okay too. what the hell is 'refractory' luh. so i just did some intelligent guess. went Vivo with Dolly after paper, while the Geog girls continue with their one last paper. Vivo seems small from the outside. it also appears small on the inside. though seriously, it's huge and confusing, and you can get lost. explored all levels, including level 3! :D we wanted Haagen Dazs ice cream, but there was no one inside, and it's $4.70 per scoop. and oosh, Ben & Jerry's opening soon too. gosh, it's like shoppers/food heaven there. the toilet's cool too, do the loop dee loop. xD how cylindrical in shape.
back to harbourfront and had macs before heading home.
and while heading home, we walked past the a few bunch of Geog people who had just ended paper. hurr, okay. but at least everyone's papers are finally over.

vivo pics from level 3!

i think dad's off tonight, so family dinner, which according to dad, is to celebrate my end of end of years. like, -.-, what for? and he said not to have lunch too late. like what, some big affair? rights, whatever. it's computer, television programmes, TITANIC (the game) and Princess Hours for me, FOR NOW. :D

listen to a bomb drop
yeah, HELLO EXAMS RESULTS.

Striker
14:43

11 October 2006

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like, still way used to previous laptop. stupid desktop keyboard is so freaking hard to type. rahh! makes me type so slowlyyy. okay, i know i'm supposed to be studying, but what can i say? i studied for Chem already last night, and i'll probably just read through again later. and i had maths tuition today. so it's practically covered. so heck, i'll do revision, later.
watched Princess Hours, i like! :D it was dual sound right, so i wanted the korean version, sorta fiddled with the remote and got it! it's so much better to watch, the original, korean, whatsoever thing. haha, i think the Prince is better looking than the Crown Prince. BOO. hahaha.
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21:29

joyce: haha, you cut your hair? did you tell me? haha. it makes no sense, how can it be funny?! and no i wasn't looking at guys, was i? haha, whatever man.

i was so tempted to blog yesterday, but then, studies came in the way.
History paper was fine, finished just in time.
halfway through a splitting headache came along, it lasted all the way, must have been a brain overload.
Physics 1 was a killer, i hardly knew any of the answers. i just relied on luck, intuition and none of brains.
dad picked me up and we went for lunch. we talked about school and future stuff, i know, weird right? and then i asked how come he could become a AHP, and he was like, 'popularity'. i laughed. and he joked about his Os Chinese paper, on how he wrote his Chinese name, handed in the scripts and walked out of the examination hall.

came home, bathed, and i planned on studying chemistry. but headache, so i took a nap. i love afternoon naps. (: woke up around 6pm and mugged all the way. first it was Physics, after dinner it was Chemistry, all the way til 1230. strange, around 1213, there was a short power failure of some sort. aircon made some weird noise and my study light went out for a split second. like -.-, i was mugging last minute luh, totally freaked man. and you know what, studying last minute is horrible. but trust me, i doubt i've learnt my lesson. though hopefully i do, before my prelims come next year.

gosh, this morning i was super sleepy la. it felt as if nothing went into my brain.
Chemistry 2 was pretty okay.
Physics 2, might i say, was a total killer. i hardly knew how to do anything, and it's not as if i didn't study hard enough. i wouldn't say 100%, but i tried. so i'm better at memorising stuff, who isn't? and the only definition that came out was 'Moment of a Force'. -.- like my gosh, i wasted all those precious time memorising definitions and nothing came out?! ugh, could have and should have focused more on problem sums. so yeah, if i fail, i wouldn't be a wee bit surprised.

downloading Titanic, it's like MCF but underwater. haha. i love the game. (:
lunch later, and tuition later. just two more papers, and i'll be in heaven. but results come back, and that'll send you crashing right down to earth. it's sick, really. like how they can let you go off free and happy and drop a nuclear bomb on you the next day.

after papers tmr, going Vivo. like finally, i've wasted oh too long! :D i'm ready to brace the disappointment of closed shops, but it'll be okay, i just need to know what it's like, before i die of annoyance.

ooh, i just realised the CPU is IBM, does IBM stand for something?

Striker
14:05

09 October 2006

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okay, so i'm still online. it's 4.28pm already, mind you. but i'll get to the studying bit soon, i think. haha, been reading past testimonials, and like what the hell, the way i type is so lianxzs, so horrible. and seriously, it makes you kinda miss your primary school friends and whosoever that you may have lost contact with, and what people used to say about you.
you found love for American Dragon theme song. (: and hence, new found love for the Jonas Brothers. :D Joesph Jonas! Mandy's a nice song, WAY NICE. (: recording the song on my phone now. :DDD i want their album, so gonna buy!
i die die must go study already luh, so after i'm done recording, i shall officially go off the computer.
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kelly: yeah, sure, i'll wave. i'll wave at YOU. i'd have to be insane to wave at ___.

so annoying, i was trying to put up some YouTube video luh, and the stupid thing won't copy and paste the whole thing. -.- so i tried to type the whole thing out, but that wouldn't work either, so go check out the link yourself would you. it's awesome! :D
click!

officially woke up at 1022. studied a wee bit of History, shall do more later la. some stuff i ain't gonna memorise til tonight cos those are the ones that have been etched in memory for way too long. dad bought meesiam for brunch. Yum! :D
shall do some Physics stuff later too, besides, i've got time to kill tmr morning after History paper.
i shall not waste too much time on the computer then. YA RIGHT.
ripping CDs into com, after so longgg. boo, i want my songs back. ):

come to think of it, being in a girls' school ain't that bad. (:

LOOKING GOOD

Striker
12:47

08 October 2006

clarence: haha, what dya mean, you could just.. i don't know. haha, he's 1.83m, cool huh. :D

woke up at 715, and the haze is cleared. it was 58 in the morning when i checked. oh i don't know, good and bad i suppose. haha, mostly good.
left the house at 740, reached airport nearly 9am, kelly was already there. but i was on time, haha. had my breakfast (which is supposedly to last me all the way through lunch) at BK. i studied on the train, i wouldn't say i studied at the airport, though there were numerous attempts. but it wasn't totally wasted. Isaac turned up at around 11, and he's taller than kelly! x) and he's another one that finds that tomato-coconut joke funny, which i feel makes no sense. -.- so we were supposed to study, but never study la. back to expo at around 1245, walked around, met the cell and service! YAY! they finally played Mighty To Save! i love love love that song! and Majesty, WHOOHOO! sermon was good, it was interesting. told mom about some observations i made during service, and she said i wasn't paying attention to the message and was looking and guys! gosh, i'm disappointed. haha, whatever.
by the end of service i was freezing. i swear, going to church is like going on some winter holiday in winter wonderland. -.- freezing cold luh, even a jacket's not warm enough, you need a scarf and gloves to keep it really cosy and warm. met parents after service and went home. (:

and hee, i finally got the yearbook. but to my dismay, no class photos, except for graduating classes. haha. oh, but it still serves it's purpose. it's different from STC's one. their's is cooler! :DD

six more papers to go, and i've got no school tmr. narrowing down my history pointers, doubt i'm gonna study all, gonna skip some. 3 questions, and so much focus, she's trying to kill people man. ): gotta study for physics too. better use my time wisely tmr man.

the smile on your face

Striker
18:59

07 October 2006

so the haze thickens. when i woke up this morning, dad said it was 119. CNA said it was 115, and at 3pm i checked, it was 83? but it still ooks the same old hazy to me. yeah, go ahead, and smell the smoke. oh, and the PSI thing is back up on the corner of your tv screen.

watched a wee bit of TNA Wrestling on Star World yesterday. haha, thought it was kinda cool, in the gruesome, violent kinda way. haha.
talked with mom yesterday, like a whole lot. (: she said she's gonna bring me go watch Phantom Of The Opera next march. :DD i'm not emo luh, i just grew up watching theatre productions.

and vivo city is officially open, 300 shops and a 15-hall cineplex. i've made plans with four people to go there already. i predict, i will not get sick of it. goodbye harbourfront, and hello vivo! :D shopping centre bigger than suntec, the size of 12 football fields, gosh!

been playing this dumb car racing game on my handphone. i'm in great need of going to the arcade to do some serious car racing. yes, after exams!
i wanna do well in future studies, then i can get a scholarship and go to a prestigious university!

watched Three Musketeers on Disney today. i cannot believe i actually thought it was a stupid show, it's hilarious! :D i don't mind watching it again, from the top.
studied Physics just now. i was supposed to complete summarising the chapters, but when i got to the last chapter, i thought maybe finish it and you're done. but oh gosh, i couldn't take it anymore. shall go back to it later. now, it's time to destress.

mom bought mooncake on Thursday. well, i've been pestering her, so it's no surprise. Mandarin hotel mooncakes! :D

going Airport on my own tmr for morning study session. gosh, imagine what time i gotta wake up man. but yeah, the airport's nice. (: then back to Expo for service and then home immediately after that, parents going for Youth. xD

the girls' school thing is really getting to me, i think.
i miss my minesweeper buddy! ):

Striker
15:54

06 October 2006

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like oh gosh, watching YouTube stuff again. came across one with leehom and vanness wu doing Heroes Of Earth. like oh my gosh, leehom's chao cool luh, and he wears Ed Hardy. TSK, branded stars. hurr, leehom!!! :DD
and been searching Tom Felton clips. hurr! those GoF behind the scenes are awesome luh. hurr, tom felton!!! :DD
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doc: hurr. thanks. yours started too yah. :D

so it's end of the week, 8 papers down, 6 more to go. :D jian chi dao di!

Lit paper yesterday wasn't as bad as i expected, wrote chao longgg. okay, not really, but longer than usual. hopefully it pays off la, and my black pen officially ran out of ink during my Amaths paper. ): i found that paper a killer. like oh man, i was so damn stupid, freaking careless annoying mistakes or points that i missed. screw that paper luh. so like, the paper's 2 hours long right, and there are 12 questions all together. paper started at 1048, at 1120, i was still at Q2. like oh my shit la, stupid surds question okay, i couldn't get the freaking answer, but i got the answer last minute. :D trigo proving, i actually managed to prove it! accomplishments feel good. (:

so today, chinese papers. gosh, i completed P1 with 40 mins left. finishing papers early make me nervous, it feels as if i could have left out something, something important. hahaha, but whatever, too late man. P2 was horrid la, i didn't understand a thing. when you flip through the 9 printed pages, it's a text after a text after a text, paragraphs and more paragraphs of chinese characters. seriously, it sucks. i didn't know how to do this particular compre question, so i just copied the whole paragraph! and then those that i don't know how to do, i'd just come up with some crap question. compre sucked la, i didn't understand the passage, and worse still, i didn't understand the questions. gosh, so screwed. but i'm looking on the brighter side of life. i've never felt so -okay- during exams, so relaxed, so calm, so freakyyy. hurr.

gonna do my Physics TYS later on la, i think, i hope.
maybe use the com tonight again, or watch tv. haha. man, i'm treating it as if exams are over. left with the two sciences, history and maths 1. and then gonna go vivo city after that! :D
i don't know if i'm studying sunday morning, parents not going for first service. so if i'm going to, i suppose i'll have to wake up on my own early in the morning and head down to expo, myself, early, in the morning. haha, i don't know la, i'm hoping to, rather than waste the hours sleeping away at home, or the tv. so yeah, hopefully the parents allow. shall do chemistry :D
and then do history the whole day on monday. maybe i'll do some tmr. ah, whatever.

once again, stressed, long posts, whatever.

to be or not to be :D

Striker
14:13

04 October 2006

colin: haha, and what's wrong with it?

honey: boo, i shouldn't have gone to school either. haha.

wait, don't tell me. i know i said i'm not gonna use the computer til like thursday night or something, but like, today's the first actual day of exams, and well, i've gotta say something about it right? haha. so whatever, but that's all of me that you'll see, for today.

skipped Physics yesterday, must have been something i ate, stomach wasn't feeling too good. gosh. i came home, bathed and planned to study all the way til night. but like, i fell asleep halfway while studying SS. and i was supposed to study chapter 2, 3 and 4/2. i couldn't be bothered to do the rest luh. i cancelled out 4/2 because, HELLO, i don't know a shit about population. so i woke up at 6pm, and i didn't really start studying til 7pm. haha. so half hour later me and my dad go meet my mom for dinner. came hoem around 830 and i mugged all the way, i completed chapter 2 by 930pm, chapter 3 til 1240am. yeah! like omg, my eyes couldn't take it anymore. and i didn't study maths at all, gosh.

exams in the hall are pretty cool. you don't feel the tension like the way you would in a classroom. SS paper was okay la, but i think my SBQ is so screwed. i wasn't thinking clearly la, and i only had less than half hour for that section, i suppose too much time spent on SEQ, and please la, my hand was cramping up already. so handwriting rather untidy, haha. i don't know, i don't feel at all confident, but HECK, it's overrr.
studied for maths 2 during break. the paper was pretty okay, i actually had extra time. but like, not counting the fact that there were questions which i completely didn't know how to do. asking tuition teacher later.
bussed home with dolly. like oh man, we're supposed to be studying Lit la, but ended up trying to crack our brains and solve the maths problems. like oh, to no avail.
tuition later at 430pm, with 3 amaths papers to complete. shall study Lit at night, like um, i have no idea, but i've got to study Lit, i can't fail pathetically again. it's combined humanities, and since i know that my SS is screwed, i've got to rely on Lit, and that's hopeless, really.

ever felt annoyed by an exam? i have. i studied for 3 whole hours of that chapter til almost 1 in the morning, and what do i get? the chapter COMPLETELY doesn't come out at all. screw Social Studies, screw SBQ.
4 down, 10 to go.
once my Lit and Amaths papers are over, i can relax and chill for the weekend. i'm sorry, but i don't count Chinese. EW.
once again, if i'm stressed, i talk a lot. so yeah, longgg blog post. haha.
gosh, no smiley faces at all. ):
HA.

lunchtime!

Striker
13:40

02 October 2006

okay, so i deleted the previous post, it was just sickening to look at luh. i don't know what the hell i'm suffering from. either it was monday blues or exam stress or whatever, pms if you must. and gosh, i just looked at the O levels timetable, and like it's way freaky. history paper, 2h30m, you gotta be kidding me. and it's a really afternoon, afternoon paper, it starts at 2pm. like OH GOSH. i'm stressed, and i'm nervous, i'm scared. and hence, expect the blog post to be longgg.

so tuition at 530, i had to constantly keep reminding myself that tuition was postponed one hour. haha. so tuition was pretty okay, i think i've never asked so many questions in my life luh. lol. all questions clarified, now i understand the stupid +sin, -cos, -tan. it just made no sense when mrs fung was talking about it. lol. and frequency polygons and what not.
i couldn't bring myself to study SS before dinner so i did maths instead, TYS and coordinate geometry. gosh, i think i picked the wrong chapter. watched So You Think You Can Dance, until 830 only ah. after that, i went to study SS. haha, like finally. couldn't study the textbook, it was too boring. tried to study the small little pocket guidebook, but it was too small. studied the notes mdm zuraida gave us during term 1. it's like simplified, and good. (: almost done with Separation. gonna try to complete it today, and maybe the Merger part too. then tmr i'll be left with the Population stuff and Sri Lanka and Northern Ireland, boo. hahaha. and gosh, i don't know if i'm actually ready?

mom bought printer ink, original for once. $46, gosh, what a bomb. i think i'm being so melodramatic these few days, and it's annoying. haha, whatever.

read through some of my old posts, yeah, i was in search of this quote la. to give the guy credit once again, it was made by Jon. :D
"I put apple sauce on my maths worksheet so i can have apple pi"
and then alongside it, i found a whole lot of other stuff, and once again, it makes me wonder. i really do miss the old times luh. those days were really fun. and why the hell am i here, brooding on my past and happy memories when i should be sulking and memorising huge chunks of paragraphs for SS. ugh. hahaha, but seriously. and then with it, i see how my language ablilty appears to have improved, and no more immature thinking. haha, so yeah, if you think i'm typing like a little kid now, imagine the past. yeah, about dumb stuff and what not, which is all really childish.

do you think SS is a sort of propaganda? i think not la, it's just giving you background history of Singapore and how we became today. but sometimes, doesn't it make you go "haiyo, why like that? shouldn't have did that la!" whatever, so philosophical-ish, though not.

i know what i'm studying on Sunday. either chemistry or physics, i'm gonna plan my time well man. and well, no more computer til thursday. it's called self-discipline and intense mugging. and the fact that friday is just a mere chinese paper, ew.

shall continue mugging for SS. boo ):

Striker
22:40

01 October 2006

jocelyn: sick = shen bing what. no meh?

shuhan: haha, unimaginable?

morning study sessions. hall 9 too noisy, foyer didn't have space, i didn't want expo BK, so kelly and i went to the airport to study. i didn't know how to get to the viewing mall in T2 luh. so we went macs to study. did 1 chapter of SS in like 2 hours la! was stoning most of the time, haha, or talking. dropped by tammy and don at airport BK. took a skytrain to T1, viewing mall! :D
went back to expo with kelly. met sing chuen, and oh man, he forgot the yearbook! ):
church was pretty cool. once again, hyper hyper before service! worship was awesome! sermon was cool! so yeah, it was pretty okay. homed on my own, before my mom nags.

gonna study after dinner. duh, mom wants the computer. if not for that, i wouldn't be on now. you know, i don't like the new com, it's too weird. i don't like the keyboard, and i don't like the widescreen. it's 19" wide. and it's freaking irritating. everything's so blur luh, ugh.

i want the old times back. somehow, today let me realise how far apart we've drifted. yeah, if it wasn't for isaac's smses, i wouldn't have realised. who knew a big change could have led to this eh. i suppose we all miss the good old days back at TCT and the 'box'. boy, those were good times. haha, but what's it to you?

school tmr, tuition and all. life's boring. but it's only two more days of school before exams go all the way. yikes, it's way freaky okay. i'm dreading camping during the holidays. i just don't want la. and CCA freaking resumes after exams, now that's the royalty of annoying. PFFT! i'm not ready for exams, it's way too scary, and i'm not well-prepared. but i'll pull through, watch me.

stupid la, but i took these photos at T1. hee :D

Striker
19:34

Be a striker & score a goal
Be a goalkeeper & block it
Then, nobody wins

Wear the skipper's armband
Be the captain
You call the shots

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